This Isn't What Forever Was Supposed To Feel Like: A Soft Disaster Paperback – December 11, 2025

This Isn't What Forever Was Supposed to Feel Like is a poetry collection about young love, heartbreak, and the journey of finding yourself when the person you thought you'd grow old with becomes a memory instead. These poems were written in the thick of adolescence - when feelings are loud, mistakes are lessons, and everything seems permanent until it isn't.Inside is the truth of loving someone deeply and losing them anyway. The late-night overthinking, the what-ifs, the empty spaces, the growing that comes after. It's about discovering who you are without the person you once imagined forever with, learning to carry your heart differently, and realizing that sometimes heartbreak is what shapes us into someone stronger.This book is for anyone who loved hard, fell apart quietly, and is now piecing themselves back together. For those who are growing up, outgrowing people, and learning who they are in the process. A reminder that love teaches you, loss changes you, and you are allowed to become someone new.Within These Pages: Free-verse poetry on love, heartbreak, adolescence, and self-discovery Relatable, raw, and easy to read - perfect for late nights or slow mornings Gender-neutral tone, written for anyone healing or reflecting A book to highlight, revisit, and grow with Read more